Cucrol Selewat Part 2; My Workmates

By the time I write this, I feel a little overwhelmed about this workmate of mine. Either I should become more tolerate or at least show this workmate that I myself also can be someone selfish. Professionalism always comes first, though.

Gw sepertinya terlalu baik dan terlalu toleran untuk seorang pekerja, dan seorang rekan kerja. Makanya (mungkin) sering ter-ignore. Gw bicara bukan dalam konteks worksphere gw yang sekarang, tapi secara general. Dan penggeneralisasian ini akhirnya terbawa ke luar lingkungan kerja. And somehow I don't really like it. *lempeng*

There is one good bad thing of me yang sedari awal gw menjadi employee ga pernah bisa hilang. Gw selalu memiliki pikiran kalo temen yang baik di area kerja bisa temen yang baik di luar kerja. Ga jarang juga gw sering mikir, a good workmate is not always a good mate. A good, well-corporate and dedicated workmate can be someone who's totally different when you meet him/her outside your working area. That's what I call "shit happens".

And that shit is happening again, now.

Sederhananya, I feel pissed this morning. Yes, I made a small mistake and I already apologized; few minutes after I did that. And as I thought I've already being forgiven, things don't go well. And as a professional workmate, I must act and work professionally.

Entah ini bisa disebut prinsip ato mindset ato whatsoever, ketika gw lagi ada problem ama orang, gw udah apologized, udah dimaafin dan hari itu masalah bisa dianggap clear, tapi jika di keesokan hari dan hari berikutnya "remah-remah" masalah masih bersisa, okay, screw that, screw them. I will no longer care. Maybe I think wrong but I've got along with this "wrong" mindset for so long.

a bit update:
yesterday I've been ignored, but things changed a bit.
that's a good progress, I think.
(s)he's still my workmate. and maybe one of my good friends for now.
I hope..